Fortissimo
Styrrstdar Cadre
Alpha Male[M:-170][A:5]
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Post by Fortissimo on Aug 24, 2010 22:01:10 GMT -5
Forte's panic was only slight assuaged as she started reacting to him. He let her pull him close, and he wrapped around her, burying his head in her scruff. "Rhia, please forgive me! Im so sorry. Im an idiot, I fucking moron. I don't deserve you, or any sort of happiness. I'll do anything."
He realized how weak she was. He wanted to do himself some bodily harm, but that would have to wait. "Rhia...." He was reluctant to continue. "Rhia, I have to leave again. I have to get you food. You have to eat. The pups will die in your belly, and you will die. Please, I know I don't deserve it, but trust me. I will return. I need to get you food. Rhia, can you understand me?"
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RHIANNON !
Styrrstdar Cadre
Alpha Female[M:-30][A:5]
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Post by RHIANNON ! on Aug 24, 2010 22:06:56 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=width,475,true] | [atrb=background,http://i930.photobucket.com/albums/ad144/FallArrow/RHIANNONbg4.png] Rhiannon heard his words but they didn't register in her mind. They were just noises. She could see his mouth moving and yet, none of it made any sense. She knew he had left. But he was back, and for her, at that very moment, that was really all that had mattered. She leaned into him, his warmth giving her a secure feeling as he pressed his head into her scruffy neck. She turned her head slightly to lick him softly.
He spoke again and again, there was little response from the red panda myou. She looked at him blankly, and tensed up immediately when he said he had to leave again. A small, soft whine was evident from her throat, and though the words didn't seem to make much sense in her mind, she knew what he was saying. He needs to go Rhia, he's going to get you food, her second soul was trying to translate, but wasn't exactly sure if his words made any more sense to her than her mate's. The pups wriggled again in her belly, making her gasp slightly and close her eyes. Nod your head Rhia, Caedmon spoke, and Rhia let her eyes flutter open. She stared at Forte for a moment before giving her head a slight nod.
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Fortissimo
Styrrstdar Cadre
Alpha Male[M:-170][A:5]
Posts: 57
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Post by Fortissimo on Aug 24, 2010 22:17:02 GMT -5
That was all Forte needed. He was at the mouth of the cave in seconds. He was going to propell himself up the canyon, but first he turned to Rhia, and said "I will be back, I promise." And with that he was gone.
At the top, he was to frantic to succeed right away. Usually it was simple for him to hunt, but he was up there for a while trying to find prey. He finally found a den. He was able to catch a nice fat jackalope there. It had taken him much longer then normal, and he hoped Rhia hadn't slipped into her catatonic state again.
He rush back down the slope, stumbling in his haste. The rock under his feet crumbled and he feel a few feet, landing on his side. In a flash he saw himself months before, falling more then just a couple of feet, and a little red female bounding up to him. The day he met Rhia, He side stung, and we he stood up, he stumbled again, surprised that his front leg was also hurt. He hovered their in the pain for a second, imagining the pain he had made Rhia feel, and knew that it had not come close.
He was back at here side and hour later, and dropping the fresh kill in front of her. Forte lowered his head. "I'm back Rhia, Im back with food. You have to eat."
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RHIANNON !
Styrrstdar Cadre
Alpha Female[M:-30][A:5]
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Post by RHIANNON ! on Aug 24, 2010 22:24:41 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=width,475,true] | [atrb=background,http://i930.photobucket.com/albums/ad144/FallArrow/RHIANNONbg4.png] None of Forte's words had made sense except the last two. 'I promise, I promise, I promise,' they rang in her mind, spinning and making her dizzy. The sensation brought a wave of nausea, and she lurched her head foward, heaving for a second and coughing up bile. She wretched for a few minutes before letting out a groan and shuffling a bit away from her bile. Caedmon was visibly worried, and he nudged Rhia a bit. She sighed, attempting to stand up and comply with the red panda's wants for her to drink something. She barely got up on two legs before she collapsed back down, hitting her side roughly on her way back down. She yelped a little, her mind spinning with a new thought. 'Pups...' she instantly moved her head, looking at her swollen belly. Were they okay?
The stray thought made Caedmon feel much more relieved. She was slowly coming back to them. He just hoped she'd be okay until he got back there... and Caedmon hoped that for Rhia's sake he came back. He couldn't hide his dislike for the yagi, and as much as he wanted to force Rhia to push him away, he knew that the only way she'd survive would be with his help.
It was about an hour later when Forte returned. Time was an immaterial thing though and for Rhia, she hardly noticed the difference. Seconds blended into minutes, minutes to hours; she hardly knew when one day started and stopped. But the scent of blood filled the air with his return, making her stomach make a rather loud gurgle as he came over towards her, dropping the jackalope before her. She stared at it, hearing his words, and then looked back up at him. "I... can't." She turned back to stare at the carcass of the jackalope, lowering her nose slowly and prodding it with it.
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Fortissimo
Styrrstdar Cadre
Alpha Male[M:-170][A:5]
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Post by Fortissimo on Aug 25, 2010 19:55:38 GMT -5
Forte was beside himself with grief, and guilt, and just other horrible emotions. Why was he such an idiot!?! UGH. Forte growled, not at Rhia, but just a general angry growl, and proceeded to rip the poor little Jackalope to shreds. He shook the maimed body, spraying blood every where. Ripped of the limbs, and tore the meat into bits. He pushed the now mashed-to-a-pulp body toward Rhia again.
"You have to." He said firmly.
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RHIANNON !
Styrrstdar Cadre
Alpha Female[M:-30][A:5]
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Post by RHIANNON ! on Aug 25, 2010 22:58:31 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=width,475,true] | [atrb=background,http://i930.photobucket.com/albums/ad144/FallArrow/RHIANNONbg4.png]Again, his actions brought little reaction from her, and she watched as blood sprayed the walls, as well as hitting her too. In a few moments her face was splattered with various bits of jackalope, but she merely blinked, her lashes keeping the blood out of her amber eyes. She lay awkwardly on her side now, staring blankly, her face void of expression. He finally set the body down before her, and Rhiannon turned her face to look at it.
She knew she had to eat, even without Forte and Caedmon telling her to. She knew without eating she would lose the pups, as well as her life. It wasn't exactly an option to not eat, especially with the pups and Forte being the only thing keeping her from complete mental breakdown. She lowered her muzzle, opening her jaw slightly and taking a small bite of the jackalope. She chewed for far too long before finally swallowing the small piece. The action against her raw throat caused her to cough and wince, but she managed to swallow it.
Groaning lightly, she turned her head towards him for a moment, and then back to the prey, taking another bite and chewing it. This continued for a few minutes; the slow, removal of jackalope, the chewing, the pained swallowed. It was a continuous cycle until finally she knew she could eat no more. With the lack of food her appetite had shrunk considerably, and she was full quite quickly. Rhia lifted her head slightly, the colour coming back to her face slowly, and pursed her lips together. "Forte?"
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Fortissimo
Styrrstdar Cadre
Alpha Male[M:-170][A:5]
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Post by Fortissimo on Aug 26, 2010 17:45:27 GMT -5
He Watched Rhia eat, somewhat relieved that she still had enough strength to do something as simple as eating. He swore to himself the he would from then on put Rhia before himself always. He knew that he couldn't even begin to make things up to her. He clenched his jaw, forcing himself to not worry about redemption...and punishment right now. Right now, what was important, was he get Rhia to eat. If any of the pups came out still born...he couldn't even think of that. He just knew he wouldn't be able to live with himself.
He heard Rhia speak his name. He looked at her in surprise. He was so engrossed in his thoughts that he hadn't noticed that Rhia had stopped eating. He dreaded what she might say. He went closer to her and nuzzled her. "Yes, my love?" He said tentatively. Love, it was the first time he had spoken the word to her. Why had he not done it sooner? It had always been true...he was just to much of a coward to say anything.
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RHIANNON !
Styrrstdar Cadre
Alpha Female[M:-30][A:5]
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Post by RHIANNON ! on Aug 28, 2010 17:33:27 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=width,475,true] | [atrb=background,http://i930.photobucket.com/albums/ad144/FallArrow/RHIANNONbg4.png]The food felt foreign and alien in her belly, but yet, satisfying. She barely moved, only pulling her legs out from underneath her body a little bit to shift her weight onto her side. The pups had stopped kicking within her and were still. She could still feel their prescence despite their lack of movement. Before she had spoken, the male - her mate - had leaned in and nuzzled her gently. She spoke his name softly, leaning against him lightly as he replied.
"I love you," she murmured back slowly, her eyes gaining a bit of colour and life as she spoke, leaning into and against him. She shivered for a moment, before pulling her head back and laying it on her paws, yawning. The red panda soul was pleased, and though still quite angry at the yagi male, had ceased his anger enough to step back, content that his wolf was okay. "Come?" she asked softly, looking at the ground beside her.
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Fortissimo
Styrrstdar Cadre
Alpha Male[M:-170][A:5]
Posts: 57
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Post by Fortissimo on Aug 28, 2010 17:51:17 GMT -5
Forte sighed with relief as she welcomes him to lay down next to her. She was probably to tired to be mad. He didnt look forward to that. But, that won't be for awhile, and right now she said she loved him, and wanted him to be with her. "Of course." He said softly, and curled up around her again. "You will never have to ask me to be with you Rhia. I promise. I will be at your side forever. So much, you'll be sick of me." He buried his head into her neck, and held it there for a second, before licking her check, and placing his head on top of hers.
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