Jazling ~ Cealla

[Jazling]

OOC Information
OOC Name: Molly
Link to Previous Character: wonderwhywolves.proboards.com/index.cgi?action=display&board=lupus&thread=10121&page=1

General
Name: Jazling
Alias: Jaz, Jazzy
Species: Caella
Gender: Female
Age: 6 Years old
Pack: Loner
Rank: n/a

Physical
Height: 32 Inches
Weight: 145 Pounds
Appearance: Jazling has a very soft and fairly quite voice. Unlike most Caels who have a good range in both high and low music, Jazling cannot reach low notes but is spectacular in high notes. Her soft, little voice is also fairly high pitched. Her eyes are also a neon almost florescent looking green. They stand out considerably from her dark blue coat. She then has a medium blue marking on both of her sides that look like three fat claw marks on her sides. The marks start from behind her forearms then along her side and fades around her butt and her tail.

In her half fish form, shes not quite different. The only difference is that her front and back paws have webbed toes and the stripes on her sides that continue to her tail, go to the tip of her fish tail that is also a foot longer than her regular furry tail. Which would now have scales and the end of the tail would be two paddle like flippers at the end. Her tail is a very strong paddle, even without her four webbed paws. But her webbed paws without her tail is just a tad bit stronger then regular wolves who swim.
Other: Healing Powers --- wonderwhywolves.proboards.com/index.cgi?board=wonderwhyshop&action=display&thread=11710&page=1

Mental
Strengths:
*Calm- Jazling can keep calm in even the most dangerous or dire of situations.
*Mentally Strong- She shows her emotion freely but she also keeps them in check. She is able to keep herself together in many situations and be able to freely show happiness and sometimes sadness in other situations. This also allows her to be a bit fiery at times.
*Sometimes Spontaneous- Sometimes, she just lets her self slip in a way. These 'slips' may be spontaneous in a kind of funny way like if she had a crush on a male and they were walking together, she may out of no where in the quiet of the walk burst out 'I love you!!!' then go back into silence. Then she may also be spontaneous in the sense of like if she were out numbered by three to one and they didn't expect her to fight, she may just snap when they are least expecting and fight with everything she's got.
*Water Fast- If she were being chased and she was using all her webbed paws and her tail, more than likely she will out swim them. She is very very fast in the water and can do quick turns quickly and safely, so not to hurt her spine or something of the sort. So obviously she is a really good swimmer.
*Okay Fighter- Jazling is an alright fighter. She is not extremely strong or fast on land. Jazling may be able to fight and win against someone or something that was two thirds taller, stronger, faster, and better than her, but probably no more than that.
*Wondrous Healer- She spent two full years on trying to master healing. This has made her an exceptional healer.
*Beautiful Singer- She like many Caels and Caellas, is a beautiful singer. She has a wondrous voice that could reach very high notes, however not low.
Weaknesses:
*Shy- She is extremely shy and quiet to strangers. Much in the sense that she would rather not be seen and becomes conversationally awkward when having to speak with those she doesn't know.
*Land Slow- Jazling is not greatly accustomed to land, so in which makes her walk slow. This also makes her stick to the water more, she may only stay on land for a few days at most without swimming in water but no more unless something or someone was holding her back from the water.
*Pups- Before something that occurred in her history, she had a soft spot for pups. But now, she has a very very strong spot to protect pups. This could be a strength or weakness.
*Slightly Broken Heart- Another thing in her past that effects her.
*Sensitive Hearing- This includes close by thunder, very up roaring waters, loud rain, and wolves yelling.
*Hesitation- Her hesitation sometimes makes her timing bad. Which could be bad in dire situations.
*Need To Take Naps- As strange as it may sound, she needs to take many naps. She gets tired more often and sleeps longer. When she looses sleep, it weighs on her heavily.
*Sensitive- Jazling is fairly sensitive. Extremely so when she is talking about her past and events of her life.

Personality:Jazling is all in all, a very kind Caella. Her heart is large and warm. Before an incident in her life, she was always quite, fearful, and most of all, subordinate. However, the event in her life allowed her to change for the better and make her stronger and gave her a bit of a fiery spark in her. When she also feels strongly about something, she will not hesitate to tell it, however, could be considered spontaneous because of this. Jazling also has a strong well being to help others. This trait goes hand in hand with her will power to become and be a better healer.

When she gets to know a wolf and pass her shyness of them, she is much more open. This makes her also a very loyal friend and protective of them. And about mates... when and if she were to find her true mate that would forever love her for who she is, Jazling would stay by his side till the fall of time. She is extremely passionate and sensitive on topics of mates and relationships, she takes it very seriously.
History: Jazzy was born during a sunrise to a light blue colored, dark blue eyed Cealla mother and a dark gray colored, and dark green eyed father. She had two sisters. One that was light gray, almost white that had a bright/light blue stripe running down her spine and her other sister was light blue with dark green eyes. Jaz was the only dark coated Caella in the family.

Her mother and father were the alpha and alpha's mate of a pack. Her parents lived up to the 'Only alphas may mate' rule. Jazling was next in line for the position of Alpha. So because of this, from birth she was widely respected. As Jaz grew, and new members came into the pack more and more, the more she saw her pack as strangers. This became fairly evident and worrisome to her parents when she turned two. Not only had she become shy and did her best to avoid talking to members of the pack but when she had been indirectly challenged, she had tucked her tail between her legs and whimpered, as if she were an omega.

Jazling's father would not put up with this humiliation. So, the second oldest, Melody (The light gray sister), became next in line and Jaz was chased out. This hurt her very much, to see the anger in her father's eyes and the sadness in her mothers and her father yelling at her, yelling that she were to never return for having dishonored the pack and humiliated her parents. Leaving her forcefully alone. The act of force made her go out and search for a mate. Someone, anyone who would comfort her in her time of need like such. And so she did, a large, healthy white Cael who was not only strong and kind but also next in line to be the alpha of his own pack.

His name was Everous. He took her in and very quickly they fell in love with each other. And within three months of her becoming a member of his pack, she became pregnant. Jazling had become over joyed that she were to soon have a family of her own. This made Everous also very happy. And one day, while Everous and the rest of the pack was out hunting, Jazling decided to go for a stroll. She hadn't walked far and didn't know that Everous's pack's territory was so close to another packs territory. Upon accidentally trespassing on this pack's territory, she ran into one of it's members. Raynor. This wolf was one of the large changing points in Jazling's life. This one wolf whom she briefly met, she had and will never forget him and what he had done for her on this day. The day she had been on the other pack's territory.

Raynor seemed to be with some others when they had spotted her. Jazzy had never felt so scared in all her life. The obviously superior wolves out loud and with no pity in their eyes, told the wolf Raynor to kill her. When Raynor had looked at her and she had looked back for the first time, she knew he was important. She felt that there some definitely something strong and brave in him. She heard Raynor refuse them. When this happened she took the time to quietly leave and quickly get back to Everous's territory as they got back from hunting. When Everous saw her, he almost immediately noticed that there had been a change in Jazling. He asked her if something had happened while he was away and at first she hesitated to tell him but then eventually told him everything about the male that had saved her, a stranger.

Everous had decided to ignore it. But he couldn't help constantly noticing the widening gap between them since that day. Then came time for her to give birth to the pups. Before, Jaz felt overwhelmed and happy to have Everous's pups but when time came for the birthing, she no longer felt happy. Then came the awful moment, six perfectly...still pups. And even after the pups were out, Jazling kept bleeding and bleeding and bleeding. Everous stood horrified, looking at his dead pups and his dieing mate. Then, feeling hate instead of sorrow for his dead pups, he growled and began to yell at Jaz, telling her how horrid she was for birthing dead pups and complained that he now had no heir for his pack. Then after his horrible venting on her, he left her to die. Jazling became very close to death that night. She had also never felt such sorrow in her heart before, seeing her still born pups. It terrified her.

Finely she stopped bleeding and she stayed laying there for two days. Then it no longer became bearable, the hunger, the thirst, the smell of her own blood, and the corpses of her pups. She ate the left over food that her ex-mate and ex-pack had brought her when she was pregnant. She drank from the lake that resided behind the den and she left the territory. It took her till she was four to stop feeling sad for herself and what had happened and gained many strengths such as becoming mentally strong and no longer will become so subordination to any wolf. However, being shy to them was an almost completely different story. She learned through her hard, heart braking experience and used it to better herself. But she would always be haunted by the image of her pups laying dead by her, and herself laying in a puddle of blood. That is something that she would never get over or get rid of in her head. However, she could get on with her life and even possibly get a new mate. But having pups would be a little bit harder.

About the time she had stopped feeling sad for herself, was the time she began to practice healing. She had realized she had the strengthening need to help others. Maybe others like herself. She thought that maybe if she became an excellent healer, she would be able to help stop from other females giving birth to still borns, even herself in the future. It was a sort of fantasy goal of hers in mind. Yet still, it gave her the will power to become a healer, get over the walls in her life, and become a better and better healer. She studied and became experienced in being a healer until she was six. Jazling then felt ready to join another pack. She hoped that whatever pack she would join would accept her in as a healer, and a damn good one at that. Jazzy also secretly in her heart longed for companionship once again, but weather she was able to handle a possible repeat in history or not was hard to tell for her, making her very wary of love. She thought of the male who had saved her that one day, without knowing her, every once in a while. How little she knew that fate would some how once again entwine them and for them to meet again? Maybe someday.

Other: www.youtube.com/watch?v=_gloj7UCrxw <------ Her song.