never 'gonna catch me cry - [OPEN]

[Destiny]

[atrb=border,0,true][cs=7][bg=black] _____________________ I've let go, finally of you. This drama that you put me through. I'm better all alone. Destiny stared solemnly at her paws, a faint winter breeze ruffling through her scarlet fur. One of her tails swished back and forth in the wind, as the other two curled over her small, delicate paws. She heaved a sigh, and narrowed her eyes, casting her sight across the shore and into the ocean. The moon glimmered on the waves making the water look like the night sky: full of stars. The glints of moonlight reflecting off the waves twinkled at her, making her feline-like pupils reflecting the light. Her free tail froze in the middle of waving and sunk to the ground slowly. The lyxxus’s shoulders hunched over as she caught a whimper in her throat. The cold night was beautiful, but she was alone. For moons, Destiny had convinced herself that being a loner was just dandy. However, the fact of being alone for so long was finally getting to her. Her ears flattened backwards on her head, and her muzzle parted in a growl, tears in her icy blue eyes. They abandoned me. I did not abandon them. Another cool breeze blew through the ferns on the beach cliffs, as if in respond to her thoughts. A single tear fell down to the hard dirt ground, and laid for a minute before it was soaked up into the soil. Destiny stared at the spot where it had plopped, and her thoughts wandered. I trusted you... you told me we were going to stay together until the very end. But then you lied, and now everything is worse. Destiny could think of one word as she began to vociferate pitifully, her sobs echoing across the ocean cliffs. Why? In her mind, the scarlet lyxxus saw images of her smiling mother and father, watching over Destiny and her brother as they romped through the forest. She was happy, and so was her family. Another tear fell, and her father’s smile disappeared from his muzzle, until he vanished completely. Her brother stopped playing, and froze where he was. A couple of more tears fell, blurring her vision, and her imaginary mother’s smile also disappeared. Pup Destiny and her brother watched their mother slowly shake her head and turn from them, walking away into the darkness. The vision broke as she began to sob through gritted teeth, and clenched the soil underneath her paws with unsheathed claws. The lyxxus wanted to howl until she could not howl any more. Her heart felt as if it would burst in her chest at any moment as each sob took more energy from her. The beat drops, you’re so alone. It’s last call, and it’s gotten old. Now look who’s all alone. The wind around her started to blow faster, carrying her tears away from her as they fell from her tired eyes. It seemed as if mother nature was trying to cheer her up, convince her that nothing was wrong. But everything was wrong. Destiny was wrong for believing that she could survive on her own. She was wrong to think that her mother was perfectly fine after her father left. She was wrong to think that her mother and brother were going to stay together forever. She was wrong, wrong, wrong... all wrong. Her legs gave out beneath her, and she collapsed onto her side, her breaths coming in gasps as the sobs took away her breath. She brought her three tails over her side to protect herself from the chilly ocean breeze, and held her breath. The lyxxus could hear the pounding of her heart and the blood pumping through her ears. The next sob caught in her throat, and she choked it down as if it was a tough piece of prey. Her body quivered as she just lay there, looking out into the ocean. Destiny wondered if it would be possible to have the waves just devour her, and then spit her corpse back up onto the beach. No one would notice and no one would care. Some wandering Caella would stumble across her pitiful body and use it for a source of food. The birds would then come and pick off whatever was left of her, leaving just a bare skeleton on the shore. A tuft of thin grass tickled her muzzle, and she sneezed, breaking her thoughts momentarily. Perhaps it would just be better if she laid there and slept for the rest of the night. I’m sick and tired of the mess you made me, never ‘gonna catch me cry. You must be blind if you can’t see you’ll miss me ‘til the day you die. The cove winds continued to blow around the tranced lyxxus, urging her to get up and find a proper place to rest. It grabbed at her fur with its thin fingers trying to pull her up, but to no avail. Salty tears had already dried around her glazed icy eyes, forming a sandy crust-like barrier. Destiny pawed at her face, trying to get rid of the irritation that the wind was causing, and laid back down again. The cove was just a quiet, peaceful place to be. Any wolf that stumbled upon it would not expect that a lyxxus had cried her heart out. As a matter of fact, any wolf that saw her would never expect that she could lose her mind so easily. From the fake smile that grew on her muzzle they would assume that she was as happy as she could ever be. However, her whole life was a lie. Destiny shut her eyes, zoning out the wind that constantly ruffled her fur and the sound of the waves lapping up against the shore. It was quiet inside her mind. Nice. Dark. Just how she liked it... Without me... you’re nothing. _____________________ - Destiny's Song -

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