Improving My Failure (Jackle)

[Animana]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=width,450,true][tr][atrb=background,http://i453.photobucket.com/albums/qq254/Eldarwen5/Wonder%20Why/Gifts/Animana1Mid.png] Change my attempt good intentions Crouched over, you were not there living in fear But signs were not really that scarce, obvious tears But I will not hide you through this, I want you to help And please see the bleeding heart perched on my shirt The sky was cloudy and looked as though it might rain, the temperature was moderate with a cool breeze blowing occasionally. A small dark black she-wolf was carefully picking her way up the rocky mountain ground, turning her head to her left every few seconds. No, she didn't have a twitch. She was leading a wolf, so she always felt the need to check that she didn't lose him. She constantly felt the need to look about anyways, just to make sure there was no danger. Ani was out to do something new to her. She had been given a chance to learn about another wolf, but didn't want to lay around the others, not to learn about just Jackle. Not to mention the fact that she desperately needed to improve on her people skills. Being cold hearted and manipulative, she didn't have very good people skills, so it was difficult for her to make friends. She wanted to learn about each member of her little band of wolves. She had started to feel rather useless around them, but she would mentally slap herself whenever this thought crossed her mind. She didn't want to be one of those wolves that felt sorry for themselves for being born with a handicap of sorts. She wanted to prove that she could do just as well as any other wolf. So, she often had these practice sessions on her own. It's not like she had any friends to spend a lazy day anyway. As she padded along quietly, she caught the scent of Jackle on the wind. She turned her gaze to him for a moment and smiled inwardly-- it was odd being around others. She swiftly and gracefully sprinted up the mountain side and onto a ledge. She was well balanced, so that was a plus for her. As she was close enough to the top, and far enough from her group, she sat there and nodded to Jackle. She knew he was a tad bit crazy, and though she had accepted it she still wanted to try to know him, she needed to learn him to be able to manipulate him. Die, withdraw, hide in cold sweat, quivering lips Ignore, remorse, naming a kid, living Wasteland This time you've tried all that you can it's turning you red Change my attempt good intentions Should I? Could I? Here we are with your obsession Should I? Could I?

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[Jackle]

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[atrb=background, i1218.photobucket.com/albums/dd415/Somatra1/jback-2.jpg] "Speaking" Jackle felt bad for leaving Circus behind to fallow the black she wolf but he felt that he could trust the other male there. He dearly hoped that he hadn't made a mistake in placing his trust. The coldness here he still enjoyed, though he wasn't sure if he wanted to be here when it was winter but for now it was comfortable. Jackle bowed his head slightly when she had looked back at him momentarily. Truthfully, he was glad that the Lumen didn't care that he was a Lupus. Their species usually always hated each other when they came together at any moment. Then again, it was possible that the female was just pretending to play nice and then when they get to the top, she could always push him off and make it look like it was an accident. It was possible. Jackle, calm down. She isn't going to try and kill you, at least for now. We saw it in her eyes when she spoke to you, her intentions for now are well. However, in the future, you may have to keep on your toes. We see that she isn't all rainbows and blue skys. There is a dark bitter seed within her, something unhappy. But for now, you shall not see it. She hides it well, but she wont for long. Those with the bitter seed cannot act nicely all of the time. Kind of remind me of you Jacky boy. His madness snickered. "Oh whatever" He said quietly to himself. Once they got to the top, Jackle stayed away from the ledge but did sit down, comfortable with the altitude and weather. Except for the rain... he hated water.... it gave his madness power over his power. And that was something he did not wish the Lumen to see or find out about. "Animana, what is it you wished to speak to me about?" He asked the black she wolf with the utmost gentlemen manor towards her and a pleasant and soothing voice. However, his mind turned and boiled as his madness sang in an unsoothing growl to him. Rain, rain, come on down. Give me something fun to do. Rain, rain, come on down, unleash this bored beast inside the weakling. J a c k l e' s . S o n g

[Animana]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=width,450,true][tr][atrb=background,http://i453.photobucket.com/albums/qq254/Eldarwen5/Wonder%20Why/Gifts/Animana1Mid.png] Change my attempt good intentions Crouched over, you were not there living in fear But signs were not really that scarce, obvious tears But I will not hide you through this, I want you to help And please see the bleeding heart perched on my shirt "What I wished to do was to understand you more. I figured we could talk about ourselves. Get to know each other," she replied softly. Now that she-had said it, she felt crazy. What was she going to tell him about herself that wouldn't scare him of. Stupid girl. Why did i think he would talk to me? I am a stupid wolf! Her thoughts raced around just behind her odd eyes. She tilts her heart-shaped face to the sky and sighed. "Well, that sounds crazy don't it," she growls at nothing in particular. Her eyes narrowed at the rain clouds. A gust of wind ruffled her fur. The storm was going to happen soon and she welcomed it. She took a deep breath of the cold air and turned her gaze back to the male. She seemed to wait on him to speak now. Die, withdraw, hide in cold sweat, quivering lips Ignore, remorse, naming a kid, living Wasteland This time you've tried all that you can it's turning you red Change my attempt good intentions Should I? Could I? Here we are with your obsession Should I? Could I?

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[Jackle]

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[atrb=background, i1218.photobucket.com/albums/dd415/Somatra1/jback-2.jpg] "Speaking" Jackle looked at Animana as she spoke that she wanted to understand him more and get to know him. He watched as she said she thought that it sounded crazy. It didn't seem at all crazy to Jackle... and he knew crazy. He sighed slightly as his head lowered a bit and swung as she shook his head. "It doesn't sound crazy at all. However, I feel this would go best if we asked each other questions instead of just spilling out facts. Plus, it might be easier for both of us to speak if we are responding to the questions." He was getaly and with a slightly soothing purr. Jackle... I don't think the questions will be needed soon enough. When time comes with the storm, I have a feeling she will get to know the Both of us quite well. Oh wont it be such a delight Jackle? This will be much more interesting then that Phoenix girl. Jackle kept himself from growling. J a c k l e' s . S o n g

[Animana]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=width,450,true][tr][atrb=background,http://i453.photobucket.com/albums/qq254/Eldarwen5/Wonder%20Why/Gifts/Animana1Mid.png] Change my attempt good intentions Crouched over, you were not there living in fear But signs were not really that scarce, obvious tears But I will not hide you through this, I want you to help And please see the bleeding heart perched on my shirt Questions? Hmm... Questions would work. Ani let the thought drift through her mind and then decided to start with something simple. "Where were you born?" The question was simple enough. She turned to face him as the wind buffeted her pelt. A single rain drop fell. Hitting the ground at Ani's paws. Her eyes are wide as she looks down at the rain drop. Already? Why must it rain now? She didn't want her pelt wet, but she would deal with it. Die, withdraw, hide in cold sweat, quivering lips Ignore, remorse, naming a kid, living Wasteland This time you've tried all that you can it's turning you red Change my attempt good intentions Should I? Could I? Here we are with your obsession Should I? Could I?

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