Feelings [Jade/Tor]

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[atrb=background,http://i1218.photobucket.com/albums/dd415/Somatra1/cback-3.jpg] [scrolly:h(500), w(340),sy] The yagi sat under a tree finishing what was left of a jackalope he had caught. He felt out of place lately. If not a bit left out of everything. He had yet to see Mari or Bri lately and it truly made his heart sink. Where did his friends go? Did they leave the cove without telling him? He began to wonder if Tor would do the same. "I don't want to be alone.. I want to hear someone's voice. Or feel someone's fur. I want to be sure I'm not going crazy..." he laid down on the small patches of grass and sighed on his back. Was there a place for him? Maybe he should just give in to Sparta's offer and join the mafia. At least he would be fed and would live if not a unsatisfactory life... he would be alive no less. Isn't that what mattered? He wasn't sure he wanted to live a life he couldn't live happily in. And if he did that he surely wouldn't ever be able to see Brightness again because of his family. They would surely use Crow to find him and betray one of his only friends. No, the mafia was definitely not a choice. It seemed like all he wanted to do lately is swim through the currents in the ocean. But he knew his body would not allow that. Crow was a Yagi... not a Cael. Though it seemed all his recent friends were Cael and they could swim. The only thing they shared was a voice, one of beauty. He rolled over onto his stomach and sat up, howling in song. "Just how long have I got to believe it Seeing is belief in these times There's no sign Oh, who am I, to judge these words Do you mind? I'll be on my own, build up a new dawn. Oh lately, since I've been walkin' around I don't see a smile, we need to shine together I tried to listen to his heartbeat, I couldn't find a rhythm to match these choreographed steps and One" [[song: blaise plant - shine album version]] [/scrolly]